Tuesday, January 8, 2008

My Own Roller-Coaster Ride

Well, you see.... God is FANTASTIC (actually I quote that from Mama, when she said those words in such passion - heh, you know la my Mama, the successful PR - that I actually felt as if she was exaggerating the feeling, but HEY!!! He is GREAT, and FANTASTIC!!!!)..


It was just a fortnight ago when I would wake up in the middle of the night and cried over someone. It was just a fortnight ago that I had no drive to work or do anything else, but to bring myself down by thinking too much of the past (the HORRID past) and cry (again! - Goddamn it). It was just a fortnight ago when I shed all my tears, and cried all my heart out for the things that have happened in the unfortunate 2007. But, how could I forget that God is so FANTASTIC that it was just a fortnight ago that He waved His magic wand and opened my weeping heart up for my dear (who has been there since the last 2 years, except that I was so drunk with the heartache that he was invisible to me). Let's just address my dear as 'I', for now, at least. :-)


It's true that, when He takes something from you, He's actually having another plan. He wants to replace it with something else, which He knows is much better for you. TRUE!!! SO TRUE!!!
Thank you, God. Thanks for giving me my life back. I love you.



FANTASTICA!!!!!!